heaven wasnt being fair. i suffered 2 big blows within months. is this jus not the year for me? i'm going thru this emotionally. it's tough. God, why must you take him away? why must you leave us all in tears? he's young, he's innocent. u're not being fair to him either. HE'S INNOCENT. please bring him back to life.

to nat : my dear sis, wadever it takes, wadever it becomes, stay strong alright? everyone will be here for you. ur friends, ur family, all of us, and me. i'll be with you thru this. i understand how you feel. i totally understand. cos it's the same feeling i was going thru. stay strong and i'll be here for you if u need me. jus gimme a ring. I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU 24/7. i know it'll be tough. it was tough for me too. but we jus have to move on with life. be strong. in my eyes, u're my strong girl, my strong SISTER. love you loads.

rest in peace, my dear friend. we'll definitely miss you, ALEX.