aww.. kenny is out in the first round of superstar. arghh~
he's so cutttteeeeee ^o^


counting and counting in my mind.. it's been 126 days. as of today, 24th nov. fuck man.. how long are you going to sleep?! i hate to count!! i'm tired and i don't wish to count anymore. you're just freakingly testing out my patience. i'm exhausted. i'm tired. i know i may sound angry, of cos i do want you to be awake soon, but this is how i feel at the other side of me. you're taking really long. everyone's telling me how much they miss you. you think i don't? i hate to calm others down while i can't even do the same to myself. my goodness.. save me from that please. i'm in a damn difficult position.. no one understands.. can anyone understand wad i'm going thru now? hais..