you broke my heart. you broke my heart on the spot. you sent me harsh smses. you talked to me rather differently. i knew something wasnt right in the aftnoon while on the phone with you oready. i didnt want to think so much. just as much as i thought, things were going the way it shud be.
no doubt i asked you to give me time to think. i really need time. i thought about it. not that i didnt and i cant be bothered. initially, i would've agreed today. but, it seems wrong. i bought you those stuffs, bcos i care. i knew you were sick. i do feel something in my heart when i knew u fell sick. though you said u didnt want them, but i want you to have them. i passed them to you, but you threw them back at me saying you dont want them. but i didnt threw them on the floor on purpose. i wanted to throw them back at you. but it landed on the floor. after that you were angry and you stomped off, and slammed the door. i wanted to apologise. but i tot we were supposed to catch the fireworks tgt? you only told me you're going to the beach with them. you didnt say you gonna catch the fireworks with me after that. i admit i was pissed when i got your msg. but before that i wasnt feeling happy oready. you shouted at me and you slammed the phone on me. what's all these supposed to mean? i felt like a thrash..
you tell me you need time to cool down. you ask me to forget about you. your msges are still with me and the moment i see it, i tear. i saw you having fun with them at the beach, while i was tearing. did you even bother to care? you treated me like a piece of shit. you didnt even bother. when you left, you didnt even bother to say bye. all you could do is say sorry and ask me to forget you. if you think it's that easy, well, its easier said than done. when i had jus regained my confidence, you throw me down. why did you have to do this?
i'm feeling sad. i wanted so much to see you. but when i see you with her, my heart feels uneasy. i'm sorry if i did anything wrong. but i've been thru what's most scariest for me in the past. guess you didnt know abt it thats why you didnt know my fears. i guess this whole thing is just my fault. i only can say sorry to you.
to that someone, if you happen to read this, i'm truly sorry for what i've done..
you lifted me up, and throw me down once again.
no doubt i asked you to give me time to think. i really need time. i thought about it. not that i didnt and i cant be bothered. initially, i would've agreed today. but, it seems wrong. i bought you those stuffs, bcos i care. i knew you were sick. i do feel something in my heart when i knew u fell sick. though you said u didnt want them, but i want you to have them. i passed them to you, but you threw them back at me saying you dont want them. but i didnt threw them on the floor on purpose. i wanted to throw them back at you. but it landed on the floor. after that you were angry and you stomped off, and slammed the door. i wanted to apologise. but i tot we were supposed to catch the fireworks tgt? you only told me you're going to the beach with them. you didnt say you gonna catch the fireworks with me after that. i admit i was pissed when i got your msg. but before that i wasnt feeling happy oready. you shouted at me and you slammed the phone on me. what's all these supposed to mean? i felt like a thrash..
you tell me you need time to cool down. you ask me to forget about you. your msges are still with me and the moment i see it, i tear. i saw you having fun with them at the beach, while i was tearing. did you even bother to care? you treated me like a piece of shit. you didnt even bother. when you left, you didnt even bother to say bye. all you could do is say sorry and ask me to forget you. if you think it's that easy, well, its easier said than done. when i had jus regained my confidence, you throw me down. why did you have to do this?
i'm feeling sad. i wanted so much to see you. but when i see you with her, my heart feels uneasy. i'm sorry if i did anything wrong. but i've been thru what's most scariest for me in the past. guess you didnt know abt it thats why you didnt know my fears. i guess this whole thing is just my fault. i only can say sorry to you.
to that someone, if you happen to read this, i'm truly sorry for what i've done..
you lifted me up, and throw me down once again.
posted by ; sweetestdrug at
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